"Who doesn't have memory, one of paper will be made"
Gabriel Garcia Marquez in "Love in the Time of Cholera"
Who knows how long it takes to forgive a memory?
Who knows how long takes that memory to possess you?
Today I write, for the moment that happened, I do because that´s past time. I don`t usually write about the present moment, I prefer to live it. I always have preferred write about past time, maybe because I love to hear histories.
Today I write, because is the best thing that I can do with your memory.
And, I write (I´m honest) because I suck saying good bye.
I should stop to smoke you, to drinking you, to thinking of you; that`s possible,
I just need time, abstinence and loneliness.
But, Is ok if I want you one more week?
Is not a lot of time, I think is enough. Is enough time to take all my feelings about you and then sent that bag to you, you can do what you want: keep it, ignore it, burn it, sing it...
I need one week to be the ocean and hear your strong voice, one more time.
I know, I´m a little crazy... And that´s not a secret for you.
Later, I just going to need time to forget, the forgetfulness is an art and I´m not a talent person.
I´m just starting to learn to say bye... Is time to grow up.
Now, if you let me, I´m going to take your eyes and smile to make a picture in my mind, just one more week.
PS: I´m thinking about something; saying good bye is a gray sentence, to accept is better.